My opinions no longer matter ( Read more... )

After what seemed like an agonizing three minutes of hearing just my own heartbeat today, the nurse found Baby's heartbeat ( Read more... )

I met my new midwife today. Her name is Nichole, but she goes by Beau. (Some sort of nick name her dad gave her a long time ago, that just stuck.) She is extremely friendly, personable, and not overtly professional. She is short, plump, and about 35 ( Read more... )

Today's not been such a great day thus far ( Read more... )

F* me, my heart just jerked. Those feelings I thought I had balled up on that imaginary shelf just unravelled; I was going through pictures on FB talking to Danielle about them. We were trying to find a certain picture of her holding Z at Children's Mercy a few days before Christmas 2011. Her son Patrick is the same age as Z, and Patrick was in the ( Read more... )

Roy told me last night we're going to Carthage today, so that he can go fishing ( Read more... )

It's Yvette's first heavenly birthday. I wonder what she's doing in Heaven, with her brothers Breane and Aden today... Are they fishing with great-grandpa B? Is their great-grandpa C teaching her piano? Is she celebrating it with her great-grandma Grace ( Read more... )

Yesterday was one hell of a dayShortly after posting my last entry, I did every thing I said I was going to do. I put Z's clothes away, I cleaned out the refrigerators (one for food, one for drinks), and I made an inventory of food we were out of ( Read more... )

things have changed... a lot ( Read more... )